"WHO i AM"

the questions which I want to know can not be answered by anyone but me. My three favorite questions.
Who I am?
what I want to do?
Why I am on earth?

These three questions are mind boggling. Whenever I sit alone in the morning at 5:30 AM near the bank of neelbad dam. I ask this question to myself. but now I feel like they are the best questions of my life.I like to think on it. they are the most important questions of my life. Why is it? Why I like to think on it. I don't know whether I will be available to answer myself or not. and I don't want these answer.I just like to question myself. I don't know what will I do after getting this answer?




The strange thing is that these questions are my game. Each moment, at every action I analyse myself and compare with the conditions. It's a great a fun. Generally we have an attitude to make ourself dfferent from others but still want to use other's style. Human nature has a tendency of easily getting fascinated by others. We like to smell good. We like to see beatific. We like to touch superb. and we like to taste sweet.......for this we started moving outside to find the pleasure......very unaware that the nice smell, beautiful scene, angelic touch and beatific taste is inside us. I am the universe. and everything is me. A great fun occurs inside us. When we find the whole universe inside us.

From the last month I have changed my way of living. My day starts from 4:30 AM. I go for walk for around half an hour and do 1 hour riyaz everyday on the bank of neelbad lake. I feel like doing it everyday. but I don't know why I am doing this. I just like to do this. and this introverted guy started making new friends. really after my a great "Nuclear tragedy" I started valuing my relations. the Whole day I feel very enthusiastic and energetic. Earlier I was not like this. literally I don't know what is the benefit I will get after this.......Is it true that conditions are making me like this or this is my original attitude..this is just a sample question that arises each day.

Well these non-sense thoughts are very important for me. they makes me totally busy. I feel confused with my own. But I like to be confused like this. they never makes me bored.


There are infinite things in the world which we do not know and which can be the object of our knowledge. On the other hand, we have a limited life and cannot seek knowledge of everything. We must seek the important knowledge and we must start with the most important one. And the most important and the most necessary knowledge is the knowledge of God, and knowledge of everything which is in relation to God.

My college mates are busy in just getting the good career. and they usually mock at me. what the person is this he don't know what he want to do. and this stupid fellow really don't care about what he want to do. I just like to do whatever I feel and I don't know where this feel comes from. and why this feel wants me to do so.

that's really exhausting when we right about ourself and still we don't know what we are.? this concept started puzzling me when i have to right "about me" in orkut and "FACEBOOK". I filled every thing in my profile but was unable to fill about me. and when I started finding answer I am no longer feeling to get it. I just like to find it. I like to travel and don't want to reach the destination. for me solution is important not answer. that's me and that is why I say

" WHO I AM?"