My Last night's dream

These days I am very curious of sleeping, because of dreams. I like to sleep in the night to make a story in my dreams. I like to sleep to be in dreams. I enjoy dreaming. My tendency of dreaming is very strong I feel like the dream is not a dream and I am in reality. Its a great fun if it takes into fantasy but sometimes very dangerous if it is scary specially if you alone. I had many dangerous dreams and they scared me a lot. When I get up after roaming in scary dreams I feel like to be with someone. However Its a great pleasure to be in fantasy.

Some people say that dreams are dependent on your mood of the last day. but I think my day depends on my dreams. If the night is full of dangerous dreams I am upset and fearful and if the night is in fantasy and happiness my next day is awesome.

Last night, I was in white mountains. there is nothing above because the mountains are so high and I am at the peak. everything is below. Its beautiful to see below. as I can see everything. The trees are covered with white snow but Why I am sweating??? Why I am not having an problem in the minus degree temperature. Its because fan was not swtiched on. I have to go to another Peak which is just infront of my eyes. How can I do it. Suddenly I realised that I have wings. From where I got I don't know. Why should I care lets start flying. What will happen if fall down. No, I should not go. But I have to go anyhow? It is very important to reach there. There is something that is why I want to go there? but what was there? I don't know. Its good not to think about it what is there. If my heart says to go there I should go. because if don't then i'll feel regret. But will I go there. Now Stop thinking I should use my feathers now. enough of thougts. I am moving my feathers suddenly my eyes went down to see the depth. My feathers stop moving. I felt sad. I thought about the peak to go my feathers suddenly starts moving then I thought that I will not see down My eyes will be towards my target peak. I started flying. It was a great fun. very exciting I was sweating a lot but was not caring because I have to go to my target. I have already decided not to see down but I don't know someone was calling me from down. the sound was delighting. but I was not caring. The sound was so fascinating that my mind was getting disturbed. The delighting sound was not allowing me to see the peak on which I have to reach. Now I am in middle. but The sound is now getting very louder. Anyhow I tried to focus but my eagerness woke up to know about that pleasure sound. I am very tired now I have been flying from very long time and I need rest. I felt the need of pleasure and rest. I want to know what the sound is and where it is coming from? then I move my eyes to see the source of sound. the View was very beautful and was giving rest to feathers. I was feeling pleasure. Suddenly My feathers stop working. I started falling. and now I am moving away from my target. Now I realised that I am not here to go down my real pleaure is the peak. The peak where I have to go. I felt helpless. Now I tried to see the peak. My feather automatically work. I realised that god has given me feathers to reach to the peak. the delighting sound paralysed my feathers. they are of no use if will go towards the sound. Now Still I am now very far away from peak but now my feathers are working I am not fatigued. but the delighting sound made feel like. just by watching the peak my speed was twice. I am now very happy. I realised the importance of my feathers. to reach to the peak I just have to see the peak and I should stop ignoring the enthralling sound. I am now feeling good. I am now very energetic. now I have already stopped thinking about the sound because now my mind has already thinking about my target. I am reaching there I am now very close to it. so close and I am moving very fast.....

Oh Alarmclock rung and disturbed me from my dream. Dream is not end. It will be there till my death. and I will attend it definetly before dying. Its now 4:00 A.M. in the morning. I have to wake up now. but the dream was still on my mind. tonight I want to again live into that dream. I have already thought it about for the whole day. but I know this dream is not too small to be completed in a day, week or i a year. It takes all my life. but that dream rejuvenated me. I like to see it again. My dream should be like continuing the travelling because I know after reaching to the point target will reamain my target. The joy of flying is much more pleasing than reaching to the peak.....

1 comment:

Unknown said...

The joy of flying is much more pleasing than reaching to the peak......................
so enjoy for fly..because now the peak is not very far from you my dear!!...
nice one!!

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